Well it's been a little over 5 weeks now and I'm doing a lot better now. I had to have an emergency c-section so the healing process has been slow. Raeleigh is doing really good as well, she is growing at a pretty fast rate considering everything she's been through. They are still somewhat concerned about her white blood cell count, it's been low, but they will wait to check it again at her two month well child check. Other than that, my life is crazy. Taking care of 3 kids under the age of 4 is insane for me. The boys are finally starting to calm down, but they still won't leave the baby alone. Zach always wants to hold her and feed her and touch her, but Kaleb just wants to hit her and make her cry.
I feel like I can't go anywhere, unless I can find someone to watch my boys. John bought me a three time use membership to massage envy for my birthday, and I have to use them all before July, but I haven't gotten to go in yet. Thankfully they let you come in anytime, so hopefully I'll be able to break away this Saturday and enjoy an hour to myself.