New years Resolution

So...

I

have thought

Long and hard about

What my New Years Resolution

should be.

I

Wanted it to be

Something

I could accomplish,

that would be a challenge.

My goal?

you may ask...

Is to have another baby!

No,

I'm not pregnant.

But I hope to be byFebruary.

Why

is this a challenge?

If you know my history

and have read my blog

you will know

my last was not easy, in fact it was a rollercoaster of emotion and tri-weekly dr.s appointments, and scares that the baby might not make it. The Doctor says it could be different this time, but I'm not banking on it. I think it will be worse.

Why?

Why, then do it again?

Well, it's hard to explain.

But I just feel, like there is one more baby out there for me.

I feel so strongly about it, that I tear up just typing this.

I know the dangers of what "could" happen,

and they are very real dangers.

But,

I am willing

to go through it all,

(just one more time)

because I know,

even if I lose the baby on the way,

this is the right thing to do.

Wish us luck,

and a few prayers wouldn't hurt either.

Happy New Year!

Time Out for Women

Friday Night (the first night)

our little group

Awesome!

We got lucky and were invited up halfway through to sit with the ASL group and again the next day. Awesome speakers and music!! Loved it!

Time Out for Women II

This was day 2

we got lucky and were invited to sit with the ASL group on the front row

Lunch time at the Hard Rock Cafe

The end of the day showing off our seats

Time Out for Women III

Some Bad Awesome Pics!

don't know if the person that was taking the pic actually asked if we were ready, but it seems I was the only one that wasn't.

my camera wasn't cooperating, lots of blurry pics

Alisha already left.

Comfortable?

I had snuck upstairs to take a shower and when I was done I found my baby like this...

I hated to move her, but it really didn't look all that comfortable.

pigtails

I just love them! It's so fun to have a girl to do her hair, and even more fun that she actually has hair for me to do.

First Day of School

This is my oldest on his first day of school. He was excited, but you can't tell. He sure is handsome, isn't he.

the two younger sibs wanting to get in on the action.